Upon a time in the water....

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 20:53:11 GMT

21 is an age is never ever something i would forget..

8 BIG shots (i know it's not equalled to one shot, perhaps 1.5 or 2 per in the shotglass!)

Greens!!!

They all resulted as in this morning as with no HANGOVERS at alL! WHoO!

Crazy Horse Bar- You're ON when i'm back from Reno.

Speaking of Reno, you're ON too! Hopefully i'd win some more money! Yeaa!

Thanks for giving me the best birthday! :)

Random Photos

Wed, 10 May 2006 05:18:44 GMT

Dylan and I with my aunt and grandma at Ceasar's shopping area in Las Vegas last week. We had lots of fun, won almost 800 dollars altogether! Whoo! I cant wait to go back for some more later in August for my late birthday! Free drinks when you play, pretty awesome!!!

I was bored and those pictures were taken today. I dyed my hair dark red again! I'm madly in love with the idea of being a redhead! :)

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 02:17:11 GMT

When Stephanie Came...

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 04:10:41 GMT

which was really frigging awesome! We did lots of hookah (you can see them in the pics) and we drove down to Southern California to see friends. It was really fun and nice. We stayed at my aunt's house, then spent a night at Dan's apt. Then we stopped by CSUN to check its campus out. We're considering about transferring there, but not for sure...But if that happens, it'd be all GREAT! Stephanie also took some other pictures, but i'll have to wait for them to be developed to show you some more. I hope you guys are enjoying ur spring break! :D

Today's a MIRACLE

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 17:43:30 GMT

my babies just had babies! :D

I Owe You This

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 23:29:48 GMT

August has been the busiest and craziest month ever of the year for me.

I got so many things that arent done and need to be immediately! I'm not very thrilled with my accounts. I got some negatives and fees. I wont be able to get some more money until this Friday with my paycheck.

I still havent gotten my books for my classes for tomorrow. Hopefully, i can get them before my classes start. Taking Health and Wellness, Criminology, Acting 1, and Triomogetry. Lots of readings to do this semester!

My mom and sister are in Greek. Am thinking about giving them a call later tonight when it'd be morning over there. :) I hope they are taking many pictures, souveniors, and other things to share with us!

Had 2 friends come over here. Alaina stayed here for 5 days, i think. Anyways, it was nice to see her again. Eventually, we caught our news up and i wish her good luck to go to RIT. Sarah is another friend, who came, too. I drove all the way down to SF (wasted about 2 hours being in the wrong Wharf town), then it was so great to see her again! We had some starbucks, drove up back to Chico. We played pokers and she only stayed for a night, because her mom and she were to go to Oregon to see other family members. I wish her good luck at Gallaudet! :)

Yesterday, Dylan, his family, and I all went down to SF (again) for Dylan's godbrother, Bobby's, wedding. A word to describe to this occassion: W O W! The wedding was taken at Noami (the bride)'s parents' home, which looked like a lovely and small resort. The dressings and flowers were so irressible! Dont forget to mention about the champagnes thingy, too, hehe! Dylan and I danced some dances, then we went back to hotel.

I just got back, so... look like i will have to clean up the whole apartment and do laundries, too.

I'm so glad to see my babies again! I always get worried everytime i left the place, trying to think they will be okay when i come back. :)

I'll update more later, i still have so much things to do. Try to go on some more trips to wherever you'll have fun before going back to school! Hugs!

TGIF...

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 01:05:19 GMT

That's RIGHT! THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!

Because i just received this awesome news from my landlord, saying that dont have to pay 960 dollars for the rent, but 600 dollars instead for this month! 360 dollars is a lot of money and i'm just surprised that they dont ask for it. Whee!!!

Today at work wasnt so bad. Actually, it was fast. My manager was so funny today, i told her a joke about what would happen if a cop pulled you over, you'd have to follow his instructions to pass a ticket. "Point to a rock," he would say. So my manager pointed at a rock and than I said that cop would say, "Point to a star." Neverthelessly, she did that, too! I said, "Now do it several times with the exact same instructions." She pointed, pointed, and pointed. All the other barasitas were laughing and said, "You'd get a ticket for being a rockstar!" Eventually, the manager laughed and got it. Hehe. :)

Dylan and I just rent 2 movies called Are We There Yet and Bigger Than the SKy. Hope they are good movies, if so, i'll tell you later anyway. :) Cheer!

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 22:57:07 GMT

Sisters, girlfriends, daughters....

A young wife sat on a sofa in on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter.

"Don't forget your girlfriends," she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. "They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you'll have, you are still going to need girlfriends. Remember to go places with them now and then; do things with them. And remember that "girlfriends" are not only your friends, but your sisters, your daughters, and other relatives too. You'll need other women. Women always do."

"What a funny piece of advice,' the young woman thought. 'Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world? I'm now a married woman, for goodness sake, a grownup, not a young girl who needs girlfriends! Surely my husband and the family we'll start will be all I need to make my life worthwhile!'

But she listened to her Mother. She kept contact with her girlfriends and made more each year. As the years tumbled by, one after another, she gradually came to understand that her Mom really knew what she was talking about. As time and nature work their changes and their mysteries upon a woman, girlfriends are the mainstays of her life.

After 50 years of living in this world, here is what she learned:

Times passes.

Life happens.

Distance separates.

Children grow up.

Love waxes and wanes.

Hearts break.

Careers end.

Jobs come and go.

Parents die.

Colleagues forget favors.

Men don't call when they say they will.

BUT girlfriends are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her can reach.

When you have to walk that lonesome valley, and you have to walk it for yourself, your girlfriends will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you. Or come in and carry you out. My mother, sisters, aunts, nieces, cousins, daughters and friends bless my life! The world wouldn't be the same without them, and neither would I.

When we began this adventure called womanhood, we had no idea of the incredible joys or sorrows that lay ahead. Nor did we know how much we would need each other. Every day, we need each other still.

Pass this on to the women who help make your life work. I just did.

Want Still Keep SSI?

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 01:29:06 GMT

SSI cuts are being proposed at the federal level that will impact many of
our families. Check this link out if you would like to send a letter to your
Congressional representatives.

Repeat this, this involves for every states in USA.

http://capwiz.com/nacdd/mail/oneclick_compose/?alertid=7442936

you guys better do this if you want to keep ur ssi incomes. I'm deadly serious!

YESSS!!!

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 19:24:02 GMT

Stephanie is coming over tonight! God, i'm really jumpy about that. Hell, i'm so pysched! hehe! I cant wait to start driving south soon to pick her up! I kept wondering what it'd happen when i see her for the first time in a long time! I just couldnt wait to have this wonderful conversation with her once again! I havent seen her for a long time, since my last semester at gallaudet. *whimpers* Ya-hoo, she's gonna be here!!! *shrieks*

And for abi... it will be 6 more days til her ass is mine, too! HEHE, only i'm only kidding! She can do anything to her own ass. :) I cant wait to see her either! Once we pick her up, we will go to Reno right away and have more fun! Yea! :D I cant wait to be with my girls again...

Quickie Pictures...

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 02:59:25 GMT

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 08:52:34 GMT

Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

Tender Kiss
The tender kiss is the feeling where you can be anywhere and show your feelings.

man, i'd love to be topless with a jean on, making out with dylan on the whitest sand under a glowing moon... just like this picture. *sighs* that's too fucking good to be true. so sexy and very inspiring.

Peek-a-BOO!

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 03:17:49 GMT

testing. testing. testing. I just bought a digital camera and wanted to see if it worked?

This is Clementine peeking out of her mini cube-homie.

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 23:30:40 GMT

I just found out that one person that i dislike has a lj, too. So, fellows, i'm gonna put my personal friends only as to update. And frankly, i'm tired of anonymous comments, because they are wasting both theirs and mine's time.

Secrets

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 02:28:19 GMT

Dylan and i went to subway's today for lunch. We decided to eat there instead of having the foods to go. We chatted, and somehow i asked him if he still held some secrets from me, because i still know i have one and that one i never spoke of to anyone ever in my life since that secret happened. He said, "Yea i do have some secrets." What he told me was very shocked, but i still feel like it's not enough to make me feeling better about my secret, because it is verrry horrible and unstandable. I told him that he should be thankful that he doesnt have any secrets that are just the same level as mine's. He asked my secret was.

Feeling so vulnerablely, I looked up to his eyes, starting to speak, but hestiated very quickly. I trust him, the one who holds my heart...I thought. I sighed and fought myself revealing this horrible hideously secret. He was surprised at first, but told me that it's okay, and that i was very young at that time to understand completely. I told him that what he has told me really made it up for me. I'm glad to said that aloud to him, because holding it inside me for many years had been really making it too intense for me to handle anymore. It's finally out and i feel so damn good about that.

After revealing it to him, I feel so much in love with him now, i kept kissing him constantly. I'm really grateful to know him. I really am. :)

Off to another subject, i got another new chinchilla. It's a silver white female one! About time i got it! I had been waiting too long. I knew Clementine was really lonely in her cage. Snowball and Pikchu already have each other to cuddle and play with. Dylan and I decided to name it Shiva, the goddess character from FF10. It suits her all wonderful! :) she's so big, much bigger than Clementine! She's doing just fine now. I'm really happy now. :)

will talk more later.

A Fun Game For You, My Friend (stolen from moelza)

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 01:59:24 GMT

you can ask me seven questions, anything. NO matter how personal, dirty,
private or random - i have to answer them honestly. in return, you have to post this
message in your own LJ and you have to answer the questions that are asked to you.

AHHH-YOOO! :0)

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 09:56:31 GMT

Seem liked i had no motivation to update lately, blah. But i'm in the MOOD now, yupper! :D

I'd love to fill you guys in details about what have been happening in the past one week. Remember the interview at Starbuck's? It occurred to them that they forgot about me, so they made another one for me on the next Tuesday. BOY! I couldnt believe it! I waited for that damn interview for more than 3 weeks and they FORGOT it. *sighs* i truly am tired of waiting. But strangely, i took it unpersonally (until now, heh).

Good news, when i told Kat (Dylan's mama) about it, she said that i can contact with Norcal (a service for Deaf people with interpreters, etc) and that i could get paid one hundred dollars per a hour in training! Holy smokin', that's frigging great! :D Also, they would make a call with Starbuck, explaining them about ada act (it would increase the opportunity of taking this job greatly!). I already met the manager and she was very nice to me and told me straightly that she would love to have me working with them. So, i'm really hoping that i'd get this job. *prays to God*

I helped Dylan doing the job-hunts. He applied to Zumiez's (they are hiring for assistant managers) and Movie Theater 8 (hiring, too, plus Dylan knows the manager personally). He was looking very nice...he wore the navy blue buttoned t-shirt. Mmm! :) I hope he would wear it more often, because heck he looks so good in it! Heh. I bought him another 2 new buttoned shirts, too! *thumbs up*

I cant wait to snowboard again, i went snowboarding last Friday at nighttime, it was tons of fun! It has had lots of powders of snow everywhere, so i was having fun, going down faster that i would, because a fall would be soft. I just couldnt believe it that both of the boys (dylan n chris) are THAT expert! They went beyondly high in the air and are very capable of doing much of those wicked tricks. :)

-To add this: Dylan was soo sweet when he bought me a snowboard google, because i never had one for myself (i borrowed all the time) while i was in the bathroom. I insisted that i didnt need it and that i would be fine. He said nope, it's already bought and it belongs to you now. I was like aww...gave him a kiss. He really cares about me and i really love him for that. Mwah, bebe.

I kept wondering when Dylan and I would be available to visit Michele and Cv in Washington. Things kept conflicting with my plans, arg! For this royaltly stupid example, a forgotten interview. Anyway... Also, i'm so excited that Abi and Stephanie (maybe Beth and Daniel?) might come here for their spring break! I already made a list of several things we could do; Shopping in San Francisco, a visit to Great America (an amusement park), visiting my family in Reno (shoppings and a hugeass Barnes & Nobles for Stephanie to enjoy gathering these anime books, heh!), and Redding. That's for it now, but i'm still thinking for some more.

I have to go back to Reno to get the tags and license plate for the car, it expires on 26th on this month. I hope i could get there with no conflicts like snow storms, icy roads, etc.

I'll write more later. I feel like i'm writing too much now. I'm gonna play FF10. Adios!

Little Black Book

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 05:18:11 GMT

is VERY GOOD!!! You all should watch it! :D :D :D

When i came back from Arcata, i wasnt in the mood to clean, but knew i had to. So i walked into the apt, everything inside was already cleaned! OH YEA, i thought! Of course, Sam and Kyla cleaned, because they didnt work today. So it's all good.

Umm... couldnt think of anything else to write, except that i'm thinking alot about Washington and having friends coming over for the spring break. Hopefully all of things would work out. That would be very lovely! :D

Ummm...4 more days til interview at Starbuck's, i hope i get this job, because i need it bad. Paying 500 dollars monthly to mom is A LOT! Remember, i would have to pay for the gas, food, and bills, so that would take me over at least 700 dollars every month. I pray to God that he would let me have it.

LoL, i'm being funny... just busted myself talking more when i just stated that i couldnt think of writing any other things. Now i cannot think, hehe! Later. :)

Tonight...

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 07:54:36 GMT

is a night full of none things to do. So i decided to rent 3 movies; little black book, king arthur (director's cut), and westender. they all should be very good.

Am not looking forward to tomorrow, because we have to take a friend back home in Arcata (3 hours away from here) than come back home. 6 hours of driving... eek! At least i'll get a double choco chip cream frappunico on the way, heh!

I just got an email from dad. WOW, I gotta say. He did something that he never did-- asking me questions, like how are you doing? how's school? when are you going to finish school? will you come and visit us? do you still go to church? do you need more of my helps? etc. I feel so strange when he did that, but i really like it tho. It's nice. Of course, i replied him back... because i wanted to keep in touch with my sister. I wrote her 3 letters, but still havent gotten anything from her. He said that i would get a letter from her soon. HOPEFULLY! :D

i just cannot wait to get that hugeass couch out of the living room, it's taking too much of the spaces here. Once it's out, i'm gonna buy a huge rug and a new coffeetable. This apt definitely needs to be spiced up! :D

i'm gonna watch some movies now! mwah!

Jaws dropped

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 07:47:12 GMT

Troy rocks!

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 08:36:46 GMT

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Never use chapstick.

Get your resolution here

i dont mind going with that one. I preferably use the glosses instead. :D

Roommates

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 08:34:59 GMT

....ahhh!

the house is looking just superb-clean! I would make a good maid, LoL! I cleaned the whole house, because Sam (our roommate) was complaining how messy the house was. Well excuse me... you left some messes of yours here, too, and i was being very kindly to clean them, too.

*sighs* it wasnt my fault, because i just got here on Dec 31st at late nighttime (i got lucky), than on the next day, we went to Arcata to pick CJ up. On the Jan 2nd, i had to buy the whole of cleaning supplies, because Sam didnt get any. So when we came back, Sam was already there, i was thinking to myself, Shit...now i get to hear his whines. Yup, he did, and that he was so upset that he couldnt stay and spent a night at Kyla's. Sam wasnt supposed to be here on that day, anyway (he was supposed to be here on jan 4th instead, a day later).

So i cleaned like crazy. Cleaned the kitchen, bathrooms, shower, and the living room. They all look so good. Then today, Sam came home and he was apologizing about how asshole he was yesterday. I was like ok, dont do that again, because that messes i made was very minor compared to sam and dylan's, but i didnt complain.

I just wish Sam would clean after his own messes. Kyla says that he cleans all the time. I am not interested in hearing things from Kyla, i'm interested in seeing Sam in his actions. I know what she's trying to do, trying to side things with Sam as to support him as a girlfriend. i know that, but c'mon. She should know that it isnt true. I have never seen him cleaning since i moved in.

When Sam and Kyla brought friends to have a party here, a girl was throwing up in the tiolet and i told Kyla i really dont want to clean that, because i'm afraid of the idea of cleaning it. She said she would do it... apparently not. She didnt clean, and i fought myself into cleaning it and i succeeded.

I just wish they both would be more responsible toward those things, because i cant handle everything myself. I have my own needs, and one of them is to have teamworks. I hope things would work out better soon. I told Sam that i cleaned really hard and that i expect him to keep it clean that way from on and now. He said that he will, but that it wouldnt be fair to him to clean the most of time since he has a job.

PLEASE! That is a load of bullshit going on right there. Having a job or not, you have to keep it clean. I'm getting a job myself soon, and still will clean no matter what.

Dylan and I are discussing about moving out soon into a one-bedroom apt around in the local, because it's not fair to us for taking those undeserved actions. We arent having serious arguments, just that we tried to make it work out between them, and it failed.

O' Boy

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 07:47:13 GMT

Dont you dislike when you imed them and they would say "hey" than they stopped talking to you? That sucks.

Stole this from blackhorse97

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 06:13:23 GMT

1. Who are you really?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

:(

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 00:21:39 GMT

I told Dylan not to come. here. for. NYE. :(

it's way dangerous for him to come here tomorrow. It's snowing very heavily, more than 35 inches of snow already, and yet still snows.

I guess i'll just say happy new year's to him online. *cries* i dont want to do that! I want to do it with him in person. But i dont want him to risk his life over this kiss, you know what i meant? I just told him that we still have next year to celebrate in person. 3rd time should be a charm, right? So hopefully, it would work out next time! he said, "haha yea." :)

i'm trying to think positive.

My family arent going to work tomorrow, too.

My mom and grandpa just went out looking for a snow-blower, because my 2 boy cousins had been digging for the past 3 hours, and still have lots of snow left. I just couldnt believe it what i just saw. It's much worst than DC, when schools had to close.

i'll update more about what happened to the car, in fact, i dont know yet, but will ask mom when she comes back. later.